Assalamualaikum and hi everyone..
ALHAMDULILLAH , ALHAMDULILLAH , ALHAMDULILLAH ,
My preparation class just end with joys. Today , I want to share some experience that I get there. I used to be in religious school since secondary level. As I first enter my tutorial group , I thought that everyone is the same(same vision of islam , same way). But ….my perception is completely wrong!!! Everyone has their own personalities and knowledge. As I am from a great Islamic college , I'm a bit lack in social interaction with people especially with girls. In the school , I used to talk with girls if and only if I has some important things – with many condition applied such as we are not allowed to look in their eyes , must be at least 2 meter in distance n bla3 . So , to all my friend in group 6 , I want to apologize for my behaviour as I really really really don't know how to socialize myself. And as my background is from Islamic college , I'm a little bit low in my confident and I'm sorry as I don't do my obligation to spread the Islamic knowledge that I've gained. Then , for ikhwah , I can't be closed to all people as I've experience some unwanted tragedy in my life and it do effecting me. The more I know or close with you all the more I afraid that I'll be in the same shoes like I did in my secondary school. I'm sorry and I hope that our ukhwah is based on ALLAH , so that I'll feel more safe.
Hurm…I really2 miss you guys. So , I want to elaborate some personalities that I've discovered in group 6. First of all , our leader , Marwan fathy…I know you as a leader…you're a great person n leader but I hope that you can improve your skills. Luqman , you're the leader of ramadhan programmes and I respect you a lot. Even you're sometimes naughty , but you still futfill your obligation. You can be in any group whether the naughty one or the good one. I envy that personalities. So I hope that you can bring islam in the way you're. hilman!..great friend and assistant. You are not bious in helping others…you help Marwan and I to retype the Arabic script , you help azim to do our group movie, and treat my 1st ramadhan feast at mid…thank you so much ..i hope that Allah guide you till jannah. Abdul Rahman , a cheerful person , non of my messages that I send him unreply. Never berkira2 to top up so that he can keep connect with others…ruzaini… my housemates to be. I remember your word "please appreciate all the personalities that Allah gave us". Thanks for the saying , I feel more confident to interact with all peoples as they will appreciate me the way I appreciate them. Then, jazlee , dash , mujaddid , usamah , azim , n afiq …even though we are not too close but I know that all of you are the best friend that I have…lastly , alibuni..i remember on the first week , you tell me that I'm too serious…yes, that is the way I do and I admit it.. maybe you think that I am arrogant …and one day you give a tazkirah about arrogant ..you give dalil from surah takathur…on that time , your word keep spinning around my head..thank youmy friend for that tazkirah.it really2 reflect who I am actually…In Shaa Allah , I will push myself toward a better me…thank sohabi..till our ukhwah is for Allah and may our friendship last till jannah…
For akhawat , honestly I don't even know some of you all. Adibah , a great leader and hardworking student. Your rank in the top 20 give me some motivation that even we get a very great responsibility , it doesn't effects our academy as long as we can balance our time wisely.i admit that my present inpremedic is only for studies and I neglect my responsibility as ajk ramadhan. I run away from that job as I think I can use my time to study but….(yang dikejar x dapat yg dikendong bercucuran)….thank for that inspiration… so do ala tomey2(khalida)..good name..haha :X..you did prove that the is no stupid question(dr aris used to say that)..you asked a lot in our study group and finally you did it!...top 20 …congrats2…hehe…then nurul , thank for the sketch…it help me a lot to memorize that complicated name…bla3…sab…congrats and thank for the ilmu that you teach me..farah and hawa…good luck in becoming a true muslimah and be confident , show the world that muslim women is powerful as other women…dayah…thank for always photocopying the lecture note faster than the person in charge..hehe…if there any debt , halalkan eh,….and others…gud luck in your studies and be happy…remember that Islam always have the solution for all problems..
That's all for today,..till we meet again in the next post(inshaallah ana akn kongsikan ilmu fekah dan tauhid yg ana dapat di pondok baitulqura' bersama rahman halim.. )…J
ouh, terharu :'(
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